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Name: Dani
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Sunday, January 16, 2005

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...okay I just watched Jackass the Movie for like the 8948594385 time.....and I realized that before this movie I never knew what the Gooch was...and lemme just tell you...that is one word..I dont think my vocabulary needs...for those of you who dont know what the Gooch is...you may just have to ask me before I will tell it.....its quite...er..yea.

And lets just say the shocked the hell out of their own GOOCH's.....crazy mother fuckers....

but whatev Steve-O is hot I would so do him...and Bam Magera.......and Johnny Knoxville...yea..I would do all three.

...yea...Im just sitting around, possibly going out with Rori and Liz tonight, or so Rori mentioned anyhow...havent talked to Liz about that one...but most likely thats what the evening will contain.

Im not sure if I will try calling Mark later...maybe...I think I will just wait till he comes around.

 

 Whatever, I think Im going to delete all my entries and start fresh. Get rid of any negative vibes and whatnot...or maybe just start a new xanga.

..yea  I think Im going to start a new Xanga. I will post the new link shortly.

 

-Stay Chill-

 

 

     


Saturday, January 15, 2005

*EDIT*

  well..because some people dont know what "showing your true colors" mean..Im going to explain.

     It means you show your true self. It means that you were hiding something, or putting up a front. And it all came down, and all that was left was the real you...and sometimes its good, and sometimes...its just plain ugly and dissapointing.

..that my friends, is what "Showing Ones True Colors"...really means...

     ..also..I dont know when Alligator became a color..?

 

last night was pretty calm...I tried getting in touch with mark...but that didnt work, So Liz came and Kidnapped me around 8:30

    and we decided to go to the rink...it was cool her friends are soooo nice....and then we went off roading in her jeep...TWAS awesome!

  I've never done that before and it was amazing to do it to the song "Redneck Women"....oh man...I had to kick off the princess tiara for a little while.

 

      Then we drove around and just looked cool lmao...and then we came back to my place ate some food, and chilled, I discovered Maggie Moo's and then we talked to some people online  "dont get tangled..."

...and then we watched Thirteen, or should I say Liz watched Thirteen, I crashed.

....then we woke up this morning and just relaxed....

twas..coooool beans...

 

I dont remember the last time I stayed in on a Friday night...it was amazing. Just a really chill..NORMAL evening.

..but there is a party tonight so I need to go get my hair done and..possibly my nails if I can squeeze the extra $$ out of my padre.

 

talk to you cats later

 

-Stay Chill-


Friday, January 14, 2005

sorry about the last post...I was feeling..gloomy.

 

  Whatever...

       Anyway on a happier note, I think my friend Erik from cali will be coming up to visit me. WHOOHOO.

...god cuz everyone knows what a fanfuckingtastic party MD is.

..but naa Im gonna take him to downtown Baltimore Harbor, maybe see a concert or two..its going to be so much fun, and then we will stay up all night either drinking or gossiping.

..not to mention the little boy is almost as conceited and stuck up as me.

..plus he is 19 and can buy me ciggs.

...cuz fuck the Crown station is too far for me to drive too ALL THE TIME.

..me and my dad looked at stereo systems for my car, I saw one that lights up pink..I nearly died.

...so I told my dad I wanted that one, and he was all "we shall see, we want something pratical not pretty"

...fuck if WE do!

 

        ...whatev...

 

 I had to sit near this chick in bio, she smells like a fucking dead armpit,..I nearly upchucked my danish.

          eww..danish and dead armpit...

 

 Me and Rori talked about our relationship issues, surprisingly they are really similiar.

She says its the normal, so Im going to relax and just take things as they come, I mean this isnt life or death or anything, its not like there is a fucking ring on my finger or anything like that. Im just a teenager..life doesnt need to be complicated.

 

...this weekend..Im not sure whats in store, I heard about one party, plus Liz said she wanted to chitchat so that might happen, me and Rori will prolly hang out, and I KNOW Im going to see Mark.

...So who knows..plus Maria may pop in somewhere.

...whatev...we shall see.

 

   Food Diary:

    * Danish

    * Vanilla Soy Milk

    * Doritos!!!- my one true weakness

    * Ring Pop..lmao it tasted SO bad..."its a lollipop without a stick..a wonderful flavor you can lick..." ...God I love Rori.

    * 6 Tater Tots -...had to go to Mrs.English's room so the lunch got chucked

    * 1 nonfat chocolate chip cookie.

 

 

....god doesnt that read like Im on the way to losing weight.

 

..but I went for a half hour job after school, and tonight Im going to work out with my dad in the gym that he FINALLY put together in the basement

 

...so whatev...I actually might go out tonight, maybe i can drag mark to a movie with some of my other friends.

...could be fun...

I literally have 40 bucks to get me thru the weekend.

...we shall see how this works...

..maybe I will just save it for next weekend..and then have 100 dollers to blow.

....yea right....watch me blow it on something lame...like a Pogo Stick.

...AW DUDE..POGO STICKS!

...fuck yea..

 

 

 Dead Sexy.  doesnt that smiley just scream "o! grab me!"

..HAHHAHA EMBARGO BACKWARDS IS "O GRAB ME!"

.....man..we are a bunch of perverts.

yes that is what we do during AP American History

.....what a life I tell you...

 

-Stay Chill-

 

<3 Mark..

 

*EDIT*

 I would like yall to please remember the little girl (no names) who I stuck up for when everyone was being...horribly mean. Yes Im sure yall remember me talking about the "freshmen drama". And how I put myself in it, altho being an upper-classmen I could have just laughed and said..that sucks.

...but no I didnt.

 

Oh well its cool though because her true colors came shining through, apparently she acts different with everyone, and doesnt really have a personality. And its cool, because she tried to tell me that me and one of my other friends werent really friends at all, but that was quickly put to rest when I shoved some it in her face and was like "..oops looks like you got your facts wrong"

   I know who my friends are, and I know who will always have my back. Looks like SHE is the one who is confused and looks like SHE is the one who doesnt know who her REAL friends are....I feel bad for her, because one day...something is going to happen, and I am going to sit back and be like "oh remember...I dont really care"

 

-La Di Fucking Da-

 

 Im a happy camper.


Thursday, January 13, 2005

 

...still not really THAT skinny..

 I want....REALLY REALLY SKINNY.

 

 

Food Diary:

Half a Tuna Sandwich

Half of a Vanilla Energy Shake

10 fries (stole them from Gab)

2 glasses of water

One piece of Jolly Rancher Candy

 

 

...omfg...Im gonna die a fat bitch.

 

 Apparently everyone thinks Im a cold bitch, who cant talk about her feelings, and that I hide things and avoid my problems.

 

Well Im sorry that I dont feel the need to vent my problems onto people, I mean they are just that MY PROBLEMS.

....I mean who the fuck wants to hear all my shit.

 

 SO to fucking please the public here we go.

 

* I fucking hate myself.- I hate everything about me, in fact, there isnt a single thing I can think about that I actually like about myself. Maybe my ankles...maybe.

* I smoke and do meth- I swore that I would never touch drugs or a cigg when I grew up...well look what Im doing, Im doing yet again everything I hate. Im a hypocrite. I find escapes.

* I cant be honest with the words I love you- I dont trust people, therefore I have a hard time saying I love you and meaning it. Most of the time, I feel bad not saying it so it comes out.

* I hold onto things I need- I need my Grandparents. I need Gena. without those things..I would die...truly.

* My mom has cancer- I hate my mother. I have hated her for a long time. She is an unloving selfish bitch who has never hugged me or kissed me in my entire life...and now that she has cancer...all I can think about is how mad I am at her.

* I hate doctors- fuck them they only have bad shit to say

* I hate being sick- I had to give up everything, dancing WAS MY ONE HAPPINESS. ...fuck if you see me on stage anymore.

 

 

 

..ARE YOU ALL FUCKING HAPPY?!!?!?

 

..I Hope You Fucking Are...

 SO THERE...Im not a cold fucking emotion-less BITCH.

 

..I HAVE FUCKING FEELINGS ABOUT THINGS..

 and there they are!

 

...so fuck YOU.

 and FUCK YOU.

 

...I HATE EVERYONE AND I JUST WANT THEM ALL TO FUCKING DISSAPEAR.

 

OR BETTER YET...

 maybe I should.



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